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ever eaten economical rice? i guess my feelings are all mixed up like that too.....so fustrating..sour..sweet..spicy...bitter...in your life does thing goes smoothly as u planned? well not for me..they say destiny fate and blah blah are bullshit..u Gotta seize it yourself...well...sometimes i think its bullshit too...seeing couples incresing in numbers everyday...seeing idol having an increase of fans each day...seeing children grow up day by day....i cant help but think time passed so fast thinking back we were like playing freely in the park...if life were to ever be so freedom...wont it be better? guess that cant be helped...sitting down typing..i reminded myself when i was with my ex...those sweet moments can never be forgotten....probably she was the only one im true to....foolishness caught up...and everything just ended with a click of finger...cant help but feel there are stupid guys like me that exist here with a simple reason of living and dying...."illusions or real illusions..hidden in an illusion is a real illusion..from a illusion will sprout another illusion..hidden in truths lie lies...hidden in lies hides the truth" ok basically above is a quote from a scene...it just interprets my heart...wad do people know about the true feelings hidden under that surface smile? only ourself we know wads going on..hw we are feeling....which is people even ur closest fren or ur parents whom will be decieved..feelings like this sucks to the core...why am i being so emo? its not like i want to....why i have a bad character? always spraying vulgarities? that i cant it....thats my way of venting out anger....being raised in an environment lidat which wont turn u into a gentle person..ever had a feeling of not letting go of something badly? it hurts real bad...real bad....but they often say get a life buddy...life has to go on....true....but what is the thing that is needed to mend the broken heart? have u had love at first sight before? i definitely have....but normally...everything was just getting u up to the peak and dropping u down with a loud soung of dissapointment...what is life actually? is there a definition to it? in my context..its just live and die....thats all....who noes how long a person like me has gotta live..seriously.....will u even bother to cry for me at my funeral? (: well being such a irritating person...i have been used to hearing alot of nasty comments...but do u really noe im a friend or a foe? im always..i mean ALWAYS....irritating ppl...but nobody noes when i am actually helping them with my "irritating-ness" well...live with it and bring it down the coffin man....dedicate seize the day song for me when i lie inside there ok? i dunwan taoist chanting prayers for me...give me one more chance in afterlife..i promise i will not make the same mistakes over and over again...the world seems so dark as we are growing older...but well..who ever cares...i mean young ppl like us will not bother bout it...
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sry...and not to irritate u guys with my emo post.....i shall talk about the days events...right today morning was raining heavily if im nt wrong? and wads freaking wrong with the people man....there is not only ONE mrt....so stop fcuking stuffing ur ass to ppl's ass...and grope here grope there....thats totally disgusting and if u grope me...i make sure u crawl out of the train doors....its not like u are fcuking bill gates or wad where thay say 1min is alot of money...u singaporeans bussiness pea-brains..u guys dun earn as much as him...so...GET A LIFE...patience is virtue...and if u guys are gonna be so freaking kiasu...i make sure i curse u guys....and i will....i promise i will....shit...why the heck do i sound like thiam aik everytime...this is getting fustrating...anw...reach sch just on time..ok..probably late a few mins...but thaim aik was checking thru the tutorials..no doubt he is a good teacher..well...after tt had maths which was like totally.zZZzZz...the same as always...i din listen and was playing with my psp...after tt went to welfare club and we were doing our presentation on our gems....881 is a good lame stupid funny touching movie...(: just love how hokkien words are spoken like they were vulgarities...totally cool...saw korean vege and ericia and some guys...ERICIA...please..no more nipple locks next time....its freaking pain and the skin came off.....shittt...haha..i promise i will talk to u nicely...i swear....so no more of it thx...i can barely survive..til now as im typing...ouch..i feel the pain from within...gross.....KOREAN VEGE...u take care of urself....sry for being so stucked up and fcuked up...really sorry......right and bernard the muscular guy wore libin's jacket...gross.....muscular+libin jacket=muscular sissy...u gt it..thats right...gross.....after that went to lab do a recap on the spm practical test..it was till then i realised i disturbed so many teachers already..haha....
bruises on the nipple...*ouch!!!*

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right...now talk bout friday...basically friday i wore till like marape...haha...totally la..haha...lesson was as usual intrestingly boring....popri was like : ok...sit down and do ur tutorials...any question then come and ask me....great....after 1min.....everyone was doing their own stuff...hahahaha....i took endrea glasses and random shot one...and me and libin had a jolly fun time playing with plasticine...LOL....just look at the camera angle and the weapons placings......totally swee la.....haha...after sch...bernard ask want go eat curry chicken at clementi anot....i tot go whose funeral sia...LOL...actually no la...it really go there eat the curry chicken rice....it was quite tasty...(: shall go there try new stuffs again ok?? hahaha....there was only me..hui..keong..bern...and hy....haha...jiahui damn funny la...or i think i normally do too many evil stuffs already..LOL....i only asked jiahui...."lets take a picture" then he looked at me with suspicious eyes like wad sia...then i let a loud laughter then he confirm i wanna do crazy stuffs again...but no lo...i only wanna take picture only..LOL....jiahui u noob..LOL.....tsunak~~~"ahhhh~~" LOLOLOLOL(inside joke)
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all right next is monday....haha...me and libin went welfare club...he feaking funny la...he said he hate mr peanerd alot...cus he pissd bin off....LOL...den he was like fagh!#t here and there la....irritating!!LOL....but being a kind soul and a good buddy...i will try my best and find ways to help him with his anger management...well i simply took out my thumdrive and go to paint...and tada!!! thats wad we get in the picture.....REVENGED~~smells so sweet..LOL...but well at least theis pic has leaked out....oops:x but nt to him la...so..haha....LOL...no need to descibe anything...the picture says it all..enjoy
all right next is monday....haha...me and libin went welfare club...he feaking funny la...he said he hate mr peanerd alot...cus he pissd bin off....LOL...den he was like fagh!#t here and there la....irritating!!LOL....but being a kind soul and a good buddy...i will try my best and find ways to help him with his anger management...well i simply took out my thumdrive and go to paint...and tada!!! thats wad we get in the picture.....REVENGED~~smells so sweet..LOL...but well at least theis pic has leaked out....oops:x but nt to him la...so..haha....LOL...no need to descibe anything...the picture says it all..enjoy
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my dear hamster!!! can u stop biting me??!!! !%#^#$...do u noe how much it hurts for me to see u behave like that? can we be like last time when we are together having fun under the sun? bathing and eating together? u have really changed alot! and i dun like that!!! its not like i dun cared bout u...i always asked how u felt and so on and so fourth...all u cared about was that fcuking seed!! i really love u alot!!! so stop biting me!! bite is definitely not equals to love!! damn!!!anw...sunday i bathe with u ok? (: love u forever my dear hamster..mwaahs....hugs....now go slp early..sweet dreams....of me!! not the seeds!!! (: kisses....
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all right....such a long post..im tired too...will upload some pictured again...haha...anyw...to all my loved ones....u are still loved...probably things will get a little better for me...*pray*
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have fun try to be happy
try not to die so soon
loves~ nights
ciao~~