You were so young,
And I guess im old.
Open your eyes,
Ill keep mine closed.
I prefer standing,
And you take your seat.
Ill be wide awake,
And you'll fall asleep.
And you'll fall down a hole.
That's the one place we both know
You take me with you if you could, but I wouldn't go
I guess sometimes we both loose our minds, to find a better road.
I can be pensive,
You can be so sure.
You'll be the poison,
You'll be the cure.
I'm alone on the journey,
I'm alive none the less,
And when you do your very worst,
Mmmmm it feels the best.
And you'll fall down a hole.
That's the one place we both know.
You take me with you if you could, but I wouldn't go.
I guess sometimes we both loose our minds, and find a better road.
And you'll fall down a hole.
That's the one place in this world that we both know.
You take me with you if you could,
But if you could i'd lose everything.
Can't you see the faces melting as the sun rains from their eyes,
Go on and keep your head with the hearts that you left behind.
Look at yourself, look in the mirror, don't you see a lie?
That you tell yourself again a thousand times.
And the truth that makes us laugh will make you cry,
You wanna die? No?
So you fall down a hole,
Thats the one place where we both know,
You take me with you if you could but I wouldn't go.
Because sometimes, we both loose our minds to find a better road.
Hello people its your boy Charles here! basically a guy who just loves to have fun and
can be damn irritating AT ALL times (: Simply loves music to the max! so do leave comments
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RANDOM FACTS
well, this skin needs some rubbish to fill with (:
ONE Birthday falls on 11 november! *presents* TWO Im extremely vain thou im not good looking. THREE I simply love to do sports and get chao tao under the sun. FOUR I love music to the MAX! FIVE I HATE FISHES. SIX One word. IRRITATING. SEVEN No money, No life.
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Chittery Chat Chat!
11:59 pm - Wednesday, 30 July 2008
GET A LIFEEEEE!!!!
ahhh.....meaningless life meaningless person....these few days seem to have no meaning for me...all i did was wake up-go school-go home...so boreddddd..probably cus this is how life should be...always told myself life should be interesting to the max even when you are down..even when you are bored..whether people sees u as an idiot or lamer...life must still be intresting to the max...however...seems i just cant get this right...no mood to listen to class and no mood to even bother to touch my notes...not even mentioning looking at the cover page! right...propbably bin is right...im such a loser...well...cant seem to think right or do anything right these few days...arghhh..everyday just love to monkey around like in zoo and bo zeng hu lidat(no government)..if i continue like this im so sure im gonna forward any modules possible....kao...i wont want that man....ruckus suckers...ok...just felt like saying something that rhymes...seems like my hamster getting older le...gt PMS liao....now keep like to bite here bite there...ahh.....i still love u thou <3
dunno why now like to wait wait wait long long then post..haha....see le then excited...like bao chi durian lidat...woohoo~ ok...nonsensical...wa...seems these few days...money is very impt...argh....letme find one 50cents i also happy...dang...money is everything...right...anw...friday went back with bin..were talking and suddenly went into a topic..well bin bin...i duno why i become like that too....mayb im always like that...just that i myself havent been realising this all this while and probably this camo thing for my character is starting to reveal...probably...i dun think those words came out from my mouth too....but yes its from me....u may think its absurd but well...this is life..u dun take the 1st step..u lose..call me whatever u like...but im now a 0.5% bad...49.5% bastard and 50% goodguy....well..i dun wish to but i have to...now that 50% is sleeping soundly...wont know when will it be awaken inside me again...
right...aft sch on friday really gt nth to do....me rong cheng aka bukkake boy and bin walk the roof on the second floor..faggot sia..haha...wanted to took pictures there however we were spotted by a female "photographer" merlyn and her accquintance shirlyn..LOL....dumb la we all....wave to them..they walk past..aft a few seconds they came back said wanna take pictures..LOL....ridiculous! but still thanks....after that she tsf me the pics...asked both of them "sry...but we look super dumb and idiotic sitting there right?" they replied both the same answer "no la...its so cool!! how i wish i can walk there once and sit on that roof!!" erm..ok? absurd!! LOL...maybe we all are from the same crazy planet thats not called earth...hahhaa..
cheese ok faggots stupid idiotic ok..have some fun
at night la..nothing to do....stand at the window and looking out to the skies.....it was wonderful....the sky was vast and beautiful...its been awhile since i stop and really relax and enjoy looking at the sky...whether night or day...they still are beautiful in their own way..how i envy the birds that roam the skies...freedom is all they have in the skies...(erm except for crows fearing of being shot down) LOL...ok..really...since young i have loved the skies...love the clouds during the day and the stars during the night..guessed i love it since i was kindergarden? haha...my teacher took us out and did a simple work...look at the skies and tell them what animals you can see from the clouds...it was so interesting...lots of animals were spotted..haha...thats when im awed by the power of how clouds can make a child day as intresting with just this simple work. and i love the stars..especially shoting stars..haha..glittering in the night sky or just darting across the sky...it just puts a smile on your face when u see them..for some...stars might make them think of something sad....but well...diff opinions...who says guys dont cry anyway? we are all human..but well...under circumstances only ..haha..while just so bad i was down and i went to look at the night sky...and took a picture down from 8th floor..i know its not high...but how does it feel when one jump down? why people like to jump from building? still have to go thru those "excitement" before u get to end your life...ok honestly i last time sec sch thought of jumping down from building...tts why probabaly im nt really scared when i do those stupid dangerous stunts...but well....i also forgt why i wanted to do that in the past...
jump from here?
ok...went for the formula1 briefing or so called interview too on wednesday aft sch....so many people flooding the convention hall...LOL....had to go in listen to a short a short breifing before going out and giving ur applications...the wait was super long la...my god....so we had rafie's help and sucessfully cut queue..okok...i know its bad...but if we dont do that we gona wait for hours! man!! i dont have time for such waiting!! but still it was a shorter than longer wait..haha...while living in boredom...me and bernard were monkeying around again...doing stupid stuffs....drew his big fat thigh..it was hilarious la! hahaha...and played a simple game of scissors paper stone (with thigh hitting) LOL....ok...sounds SM but it was fun..LOL...bernard thigh was all red after that...he lost 4/5 rounds....LOL....so u can imagine..well..probably u can try smacking ur thingh real hard now to feel for bernard....LOL...ok..tag for bernard:"sorry bro..i should not put my happiness on people pain..im sry....really...but that was exciting and fun!!! thanks!!" LOL..anw...ouch!!! haha....to kids at home...scissors paper stone can be deadly!! hahaha
it was a mere game of jian dao shi tou bu
haha....signed. charles(artist)
all right yet another production after my last post...haha....this time i shall not put the before picture so as to protect her identity from leaking out...yep..she is maureen..oops! :X haha...ok..u din hear that (thats of course...its textual here) LOL...had nothing to do after finishing doing wildfire....hahaha...so made a little this out of maureen..oops again! hahaha....hope she dont mind thou...wahahaha....
ok firstly....i would like to say im very handsome no matter how ugly i am..LOL...see....nothing to do again...went wsc club...woots~~they played with my eye... :( LOL...im still handsome!! ok..i look like a total freak ok?!! u happy?! LOL.....well...just compare before u make conclusions alryte? for gods sake!!! haha...libin had ericia to do his face....gisha theme..LOL....well...libin+makeup=FREAK....LOL.....not bad la...thou ericia its her worst work ever...LOL....ericia i can understand....dont put too much hope ok? wahahaha!!! well...had did my contradicting commercial on D###LIE ALL SHINY WHITE...LOL...enjoy peeps!! ok and there was this so called ng video...LOL...we thought is foto shot but din noe its in video..i myself find it dumb and funny..LOL
im handsome!! im handsome!!!! his not handsome!
ericia is pretty!! im handsome...his a freeeakk!!!
D###LIE ALL SHINY WHITE
NG stupid
all right...last saturday and last saturday went to east coast for bbq...ahaha....and that last saturdays de wa..power la....in car halfway...*eek eeeeeekkkkkk psstttttt* tire gonecase....power..really power...inside nobody knows how to chnage..wahaha...and that makes me the man liao...i change the tyre ok!!! damn...a guy in this situation is damn hot *bubblesssss in the air...PUKE!!!* anw...i change and everything was back to normal...haha...the tyre was a disaster man!! tak!...woots~ for bbq...not bad....1st one wasnt that good....but still great effort!!! second de...we held our own bowling competition...ahahaha....6 teams 6 winners!!LOL....well my team was the 5th team!! so we are not losers ok?! dont call us that!! i noe u tried to!! LOL...well...had a non-diarrhea(duno how to spell) bbq..LOL....so cool....food was all munched away...and not a penny(look carefully..end with "y" not "is") waste...ahahhaaso basically ...one word FUN!! haha...had my yummy belgian choc ice blended at coffe bean aft everything...whoa!! satisfying!!
ok...as promised...i will blog about this girl here...she is my friends fren...can say my fren too? but not close..LOL...anyw just wanna tell people that perserverance is damn impt in life...if u wanna look gd..u gotta perservere till one day u get what u want...wahaha...i proudly presnet this girl here from ugly duckling to a beautiful swan!! LOL...i prefer her past..LOL....much more pretty...dont laugh u guys!! i noe u are laughing and cursing now!! stop it!! LOL...no la...never hard before meh? "BEAUTY IN THE EYE OF THE BEHOLDER!!" LOL....treasure it...even antiques feetch a high price aft a long long time!!! got it?! hahaha...all right...i will leave the fotos for u guys to fantasize~~~ to the source: thx for the fotos!! as promised blogged bout u...haha...no harm done ya? if u want it deleted again..tell me ok?! haha
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ok next is really irritating faggot and idiotic and stupid..anything u can think or name of...so dont look at the vids if u dun wan too!! (: it was done really...out of boredom...lame magics..LOL....hope u enjoy...ok...ignore bout the volume...its soft...but listen closely probably u might get it..haha...presenting charles angel and mr anonymous (:
paper to money
resurrection~
all right..long post for tonight....keep u guys updated!! woohoo~~~
*i want to rest and study hard o star..
*focus....listen to ur surrounding...
thats what we fighters do
*i wanna be happy and crazy and smart
*money is important!!
lilian u silly!!!
ciao~~~ ZzZzZZz
10:05 pm - Wednesday, 23 July 2008
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ever eaten economical rice? i guess my feelings are all mixed up like that too.....so fustrating..sour..sweet..spicy...bitter...in your life does thing goes smoothly as u planned? well not for me..they say destiny fate and blah blah are bullshit..u Gotta seize it yourself...well...sometimes i think its bullshit too...seeing couples incresing in numbers everyday...seeing idol having an increase of fans each day...seeing children grow up day by day....i cant help but think time passed so fast thinking back we were like playing freely in the park...if life were to ever be so freedom...wont it be better? guess that cant be helped...sitting down typing..i reminded myself when i was with my ex...those sweet moments can never be forgotten....probably she was the only one im true to....foolishness caught up...and everything just ended with a click of finger...cant help but feel there are stupid guys like me that exist here with a simple reason of living and dying...."illusions or real illusions..hidden in an illusion is a real illusion..from a illusion will sprout another illusion..hidden in truths lie lies...hidden in lies hides the truth" ok basically above is a quote from a scene...it just interprets my heart...wad do people know about the true feelings hidden under that surface smile? only ourself we know wads going on..hw we are feeling....which is people even ur closest fren or ur parents whom will be decieved..feelings like this sucks to the core...why am i being so emo? its not like i want to....why i have a bad character? always spraying vulgarities? that i cant it....thats my way of venting out anger....being raised in an environment lidat which wont turn u into a gentle person..ever had a feeling of not letting go of something badly? it hurts real bad...real bad....but they often say get a life buddy...life has to go on....true....but what is the thing that is needed to mend the broken heart? have u had love at first sight before? i definitely have....but normally...everything was just getting u up to the peak and dropping u down with a loud soung of dissapointment...what is life actually? is there a definition to it? in my context..its just live and die....thats all....who noes how long a person like me has gotta live..seriously.....will u even bother to cry for me at my funeral? (: well being such a irritating person...i have been used to hearing alot of nasty comments...but do u really noe im a friend or a foe? im always..i mean ALWAYS....irritating ppl...but nobody noes when i am actually helping them with my "irritating-ness" well...live with it and bring it down the coffin man....dedicate seize the day song for me when i lie inside there ok? i dunwan taoist chanting prayers for me...give me one more chance in afterlife..i promise i will not make the same mistakes over and over again...the world seems so dark as we are growing older...but well..who ever cares...i mean young ppl like us will not bother bout it...
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sry...and not to irritate u guys with my emo post.....i shall talk about the days events...right today morning was raining heavily if im nt wrong? and wads freaking wrong with the people man....there is not only ONE mrt....so stop fcuking stuffing ur ass to ppl's ass...and grope here grope there....thats totally disgusting and if u grope me...i make sure u crawl out of the train doors....its not like u are fcuking bill gates or wad where thay say 1min is alot of money...u singaporeans bussiness pea-brains..u guys dun earn as much as him...so...GET A LIFE...patience is virtue...and if u guys are gonna be so freaking kiasu...i make sure i curse u guys....and i will....i promise i will....shit...why the heck do i sound like thiam aik everytime...this is getting fustrating...anw...reach sch just on time..ok..probably late a few mins...but thaim aik was checking thru the tutorials..no doubt he is a good teacher..well...after tt had maths which was like totally.zZZzZz...the same as always...i din listen and was playing with my psp...after tt went to welfare club and we were doing our presentation on our gems....881 is a good lame stupid funny touching movie...(: just love how hokkien words are spoken like they were vulgarities...totally cool...saw korean vege and ericia and some guys...ERICIA...please..no more nipple locks next time....its freaking pain and the skin came off.....shittt...haha..i promise i will talk to u nicely...i swear....so no more of it thx...i can barely survive..til now as im typing...ouch..i feel the pain from within...gross.....KOREAN VEGE...u take care of urself....sry for being so stucked up and fcuked up...really sorry......right and bernard the muscular guy wore libin's jacket...gross.....muscular+libin jacket=muscular sissy...u gt it..thats right...gross.....after that went to lab do a recap on the spm practical test..it was till then i realised i disturbed so many teachers already..haha....
bruises on the nipple...*ouch!!!*
muscular sissy is the description
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right...now talk bout friday...basically friday i wore till like marape...haha...totally la..haha...lesson was as usual intrestingly boring....popri was like : ok...sit down and do ur tutorials...any question then come and ask me....great....after 1min.....everyone was doing their own stuff...hahahaha....i took endrea glasses and random shot one...and me and libin had a jolly fun time playing with plasticine...LOL....just look at the camera angle and the weapons placings......totally swee la.....haha...after sch...bernard ask want go eat curry chicken at clementi anot....i tot go whose funeral sia...LOL...actually no la...it really go there eat the curry chicken rice....it was quite tasty...(: shall go there try new stuffs again ok?? hahaha....there was only me..hui..keong..bern...and hy....haha...jiahui damn funny la...or i think i normally do too many evil stuffs already..LOL....i only asked jiahui...."lets take a picture" then he looked at me with suspicious eyes like wad sia...then i let a loud laughter then he confirm i wanna do crazy stuffs again...but no lo...i only wanna take picture only..LOL....jiahui u noob..LOL.....tsunak~~~"ahhhh~~" LOLOLOLOL(inside joke)
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all right next is monday....haha...me and libin went welfare club...he feaking funny la...he said he hate mr peanerd alot...cus he pissd bin off....LOL...den he was like fagh!#t here and there la....irritating!!LOL....but being a kind soul and a good buddy...i will try my best and find ways to help him with his anger management...well i simply took out my thumdrive and go to paint...and tada!!! thats wad we get in the picture.....REVENGED~~smells so sweet..LOL...but well at least theis pic has leaked out....oops:x but nt to him la...so..haha....LOL...no need to descibe anything...the picture says it all..enjoy
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my dear hamster!!! can u stop biting me??!!! !%#^#$...do u noe how much it hurts for me to see u behave like that? can we be like last time when we are together having fun under the sun? bathing and eating together? u have really changed alot! and i dun like that!!! its not like i dun cared bout u...i always asked how u felt and so on and so fourth...all u cared about was that fcuking seed!! i really love u alot!!! so stop biting me!! bite is definitely not equals to love!! damn!!!anw...sunday i bathe with u ok? (: love u forever my dear hamster..mwaahs....hugs....now go slp early..sweet dreams....of me!! not the seeds!!! (: kisses....
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all right....such a long post..im tired too...will upload some pictured again...haha...anyw...to all my loved ones....u are still loved...probably things will get a little better for me...*pray*
all right...
have fun try to be happy
try not to die so soon
loves~ nights
ciao~~
10:43 pm - Thursday, 17 July 2008
GOSH!! TIRED...UNBEARABLE....SAD...!!!!
ok...firstly...to me this is a long post...so bear with me...its really intresting to read...LOL
argh...my muscles are cramping from the continous playing of badminton this 3 or 4 days i cant rmb...wa...thigh muscles stretch and all...woah...its pain man...but i still went ahead playing..haha...its so fun luh once u find good challengers..haha....and i super hate china guys now....erm....sorry....not trying to being a country-cist here..ok..maybe i hate the china guy who played badminton with me just now....he is fcuking disgusting can!!! imagine u play badminton with a guy who uses the shuttlecock feathers to wipe his non stop sweat...I MEAN LIKE EEW!! TOTALLy!! EEW!!!!! and i dun dare to pick it up!!!! gosh!! i mean totally is disgusting la!!!!
nvm..stil had fun today...erm..but nt with that guy please.
haha...then there was this uncle....who played doubles teaming up with me..haha...i guess that uncle is damn pissed off with rong cheng..LOL..i think cus rongcheng serve too hard...over that uncle....then that uncle cant reach the shuttlecock...then like we laugh abit...haha...then there goes the spark man...they two keep on smack to each other...fierce sia..LOL....
anyway...i guess we are going to change a new sport....haha...everyday badminton u can actually get quite sick of it...but on the other hand if gt challenge then nice to play..haha...so wad sport are we changing to?! haha....still thinking...uh huhhhh...
anyway badminton halfway...i recieved her sms...she said she was gonna leave for KL in 20mins...ok...thou i said take care calmly...but still i cant help but feel sad that i cant see her for days..alright i noe i noe....thou its only KL but..u noe...aiya..this things are hard to explain...but as days passes...seeing her makes the whole day worthwhile...u noe that feeling? like how down are u...whenever u see her...it will naturally bring a smile to ur face....but jealousy plays a part in here too.....she goes there well....she get to meet him too....den i was like...~~~~~~~.....argh...i really duno how to explain...mayb i really do miss her alot.....mayb gt that itsy bitsy feeling tingling around...but i noe deep down we cant make it de....i mean like really....stand beside her machiam sister lidat...sis-bro relationship meh? siao~ anw im thinking too much too..im drifting far far away le...to a land of dreams...nah....i myself have been thinking too much..way much i mean...i mean totally~~hmm...she might just be thinking normally....im so sure..way too sure...nvm...let everything flow bah....will see how...
all right....im so freaking late for lesson today la!! woohoo~~~ this is the after effects of slping late lo....so kids out there..staying up til so late is a nono ok? be obedient...*damn...saying late i thought of her again..LOL...* ok..back to the topic...lesson (gmould) was suppose to start at erm 8..yep..i woke up at erm...9? haha..jiahui sms me then i say nv go sch...then jiahui say gt test like when they smsed...then keong say practise only...then i tot it was a practise..then i replied"ok..im going back to sleep 1st" LOL...wad a pig i am!! but im totally human man...so the next lesson was like 1...and we have break from 11-1....hw hell did i forget there was a makeup lesson from 11-1...gosh when i was like posting in my previous post that gmould cancelled...makeup on thurs....man im sososososo forgetful!!! i so totally forget wads that name for that forgetful illness..haha..anyway...went and reach on time...haha...great~ BUT...hell no did i listen to the class!!! **ffffffffffffffffffffffffffffery fery nouti boy(and in that philipines accent)** LOL...stupid! -.-
ok fine...so wad?! i love creating stupid lame jokes to entertain myself..LOL...arghhh...i really want to learn very much...but i lost track of so many things that i have lost the will to study...UNLESS....miracles happen...remedials delivery pleaseeee!!!!! AHH!! im so going crazy totally! gmould was like popri module totally!! confused!!
all rigght..then there was popri lesson....yawns man!!! gosh!! can really fall aslp.....i swear im so gonna find the entertainment essnce of popri like so totally!!!! but we really got nth to do....so me and libin became our class manga artists and 2-d unmovable manga vids rofl....wtf...but still it was nice...new volume coming out!! subscribe please thank you!!!! anyway...this video and this manga thing is an inside joke la..ppl who duno will just think its a fcuking boring thing..haha....LOW COST PRODUCTION man...WAD DO U EXPECT?!!! we aint doing nothing bout it!!! lol...we we aint having no camera set actions dawggg!!!! haha...so just sit and enjoy local 2b/22 production..LOL....-----peanut kingdom------well....chinese often say *sell u a coffin first*, the new volume might be named----peanut kingdom(the legend of peanerd)------LOL....well....do enjoy the fim very much...LOL...apperciate it..like my gems sia..film appreciation...notice how the cameraman shoots it to make the non-living come to live..LOL....
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well...that was intresting to the max like totally right? hahaha....anyway...soon after this new realease of peanut kingdom....fans are getting hot and crazy over these and they cant wait for more!!!! like this crazy loyal fan below..see him going gaga over the manga artists like totally!!!!that guys....i assure will balst a new record in hollywood....(u sure it can make it tt far?! youtube also duno can anot..LOL)
fan licking the manga artists
see him dazzled by the artist aura
well...duno why i took the red bull picture too...guess i was real bored in class huh? LOL..anyway...this is the old version of red bull....today saw the hawttt gals sitting in a red bull sports car giving new red bulls...weet~ its getting hawt in here like totally!!
air-ni-vay(phillipine accent again)....the video below was a montage for linkeong..LOL...no la....he drank this disgusting yet he self acclaimed delicious weird soup mix with loads of western sauces and teh-peng and cucumbers..yucks...gross luh...*puke* allright....lets see him enjoy SLURPING up this weird stuff..LOL....
defintely fear to me..weirdo..LOL
anyway im really sleepy...its like i still have like lab in the morning...yawns man....can die...so gotta wake up and sleep early...haha..these few days have been topsy turvy for me...not knowing wad im doing...anyw....its time to gets things started...(: have an early night folks!!
orh orh timeeee
yes now i noe i really miss u...damn
(:
ciao~~
8:56 pm - Tuesday, 15 July 2008
BORINGGGG
seriously like nth to do in class lidat...very boring...QAS was like calculator the whole day..press and press and press and press...ok wait...i sound like mr.ho...damn...anw...it was really boring....gmould was cancelled and so we went to do up our spm and it was almost done..went to ate kfc..yummy...
then back to badminton again..weet~ on the way saw kim and well....u noe....nvm...allrights....played and played and played...took alot of pictures too...haha...my theme on the pictures today is "what you can find in a classroom"
anw LINKEONG SLAP ME...mofo...i make sure i will crush ur balls one day..haha...cus i said ***** is his gf..LOL....eew!!! nvm...
viceroy ciggarettes they were playing psp all the way he was slping he was daydreaming doodles on paper he is smiling to the cam they are still playing he is on the fone
she is using the fone
he is reading the car basics
i guess he is the only one paying attention
still on the fone
slping on the table
weirdos wearing skirt
wad is he holding? a cup of coffee? we were told that food and drinks are not allowed...
cheese
ok faggots
stupid
idiotic
ok..have some fun
im handsome!!
im handsome!!!!
his not handsome!
ericia is pretty!!
im handsome...his a freeeakk!!!
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